Girls admitted to parents they are prostitutes: Mother said she will hang herself, father sobbed
I have literally lived in fear because of my parents, but I decided to stop with it and say that i am a prostitute
It is understandable that prostitutes often hide their profession. Although some often say that they love their job and they are not ashamed, they often have hard time admitting what they do to their closest. These are confessions of Serbs that decided to speak publicly about that.
I am doing this job because i love the feeling of empowerment. I feel pretty and i keep getting compliments. I avoid speaking about my family because i was emotionally tortured when i was a child. One night my mom approached to me in tears. First i thought someone died, but then she said: "I have something serious to ask you. Are you in prostitution?" I calmly looked at her and said: "Yes, i am!" I have no idea how she found out. Basically, she is not happy because of that, but she accepted it. My wider family thinks of me as a whore. I am pretty sure my dad will be upset and disappointed when he finds out. But, i just think its just the difference in generations.
Basically, if i can hide what i am doing, i will do it, but if that person is constantly with me, i want to share my stories and my life with them, then i will say it. As for my partners goes, i have a three day rule he has to respect. That much time i need to think if i want to continue something more intimate with them. Some of my partners were very insecure because of my work. First they pretend its alright, but soon our relationship would come to an end. I told my mother that i am a prostitute because i couldn't handle lies. We have a very open relationship. She wasn't surprised. This job has enabled me to travel for years. I feel very sexy on work and i enjoy it.
I was afraid to tell my family and my friends, because i knew they would judge me. Society as a whole thinks that people join sex industry for the money. However, there is a difference between quick oral pleasure and participating in sexual activities with customers i really enjoy. I have literally lived in fear because of my parents, but I decided to stop with it and say that i am a prostitute . The answer was not the one i was hopping for, but i expected as much. My mom cried when i told her, she blamed herself for my choice, saying she will hang herself. Dad was crying, sobbing. It was sad to watch their disappointment in their eyes.
The moment i told my mother that i am taking money from people for sexual services, i felt slight relief. However, this job is not harmless and naive. One time, my friend was on a meeting and called me to meet three men interested in my services. First it was all good, but after diner we went to some bar. My friend went to say hi to a colleague and, in the meantime, one of those three grabbed my hand and took me to basement. Luckily my friend saw that and chased us. If it wasn't for him, God knows what would have happened. If you are careful, no matter what your role is in sex industry, you should not be ashamed of your job.
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